Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Actively Unintelligent

Wild pride, a perverse and violent love of self. Intricate and elaborate, a soul like a maze mixed with a Swiss watch. Each part hides what the other parts do.

Narcissism? You'd think. But self love isn't always a sickness. If anything this whole world of ours seems designed to breed self loathing and distrust of self. But I'm a maze Swiss watch. I'm elaborate and real. I'm blood and bone and bottomless.

You are too, of course. I'll share the wealth. Everyone is blood and bone and bottomless. It's only fair.

Listen: we need to live. Time is always running out. But really, there's no rush. If you're not ready yet, it's okay. But I'd advise you to start livng soon.

And here's the thing. They'll say you're crazy. You're not. All that maze is real. It's there. Wander inside of it. Look at the pictures on the walls. Feel it. Be it.

Yes, they'll all say you need to be reasonable, rational, logical. Sane. But they're none of those things. They're faking it. Everyone is faking it. And they get scared when others stop faking it.

The scariest statement there is is "I don't know". They all pretend to know. When they say they know, you challenge them on it. You say, "Thats crap. You're a liar."

Be the Swiss watch maze of blood and bone. Bottomless. Infinite maze of blood and bone and mechanics and art.

1 comment:

Nik said...

You pretentious asshole. Why don't you write in simple, coherent sentences? What's the point in writing complex shit like this, that no one wants to read? You suck.

If you have something to say, say it clearly. Bone and blood and bottomless? What the fuck is all that? Are you afraid to just say things?

You're trying to tell other people to love themselves and live, when you wear this ridiculous literary bullshit mask? Man, that's pathetic. Rip that mask off and be naked. Get rid of all these symbols and metaphors.

First person. Isn't that the sort of shit you can write well? See something, come home, write it down. Your philosophy and opinions just get in the way.

Jerk off.

Asswipe.

Shit for brains.

Etc.